「distorted mind」- original song.

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here’s ”distorted mind”, the last song of november, and song #16!

meaning

the lyrics is taken from two occasions, the first one from krunegård’s concert and the second from winnerbäck’s concert. i didn’t know many songs from krunegård and i heard that it was stormy weather at winnerbäck’s concert. i pictured a musician wanting for the one person to show up to the show, something like that. :)

creative process

i’m really happy because i worked on this song 10 times in these last two weeks. i produce in the mornings right now.

i recorded the melody january 1st 2018 but i finished the song 2022 week 37. its original name is ”searching”, but the lyrics in the stick was written later in the production process and i’m more fond of that name. i researched lofi instruments for this one, i want to implement more lofi sound in my productions.

illustration

it’s a seal!!

lyrics

rainfall

over a concert

too much at once and

one fleeting moment

backdrop

we know this feeling

can’t sing the lyrics

somehow euphoric

singing

a song for you

it’s getting louder

this room is crowded

my friends say

it isn’t worth it

but still i’m counting

the reasons to let you know

now

aren’t you proud of me

i’m searching for you face

and you’re not there

and i’m

still sticking with it

i’m searching for you face

but you’re not there

carry on with a distorted mind

and though it happens all the time

can’t go, i hope that next time will be fine

carry on with a distorted mind

and though it happens all the time

can’t go, i hope that next time will be fine